Hello and welcome to The Forgotten Fairy Academy.
This is a safe space. In this hub you will find the tools for all your spiritual needs, whether you have already awakened or you are in the process of awakening.
Let me introduce myself. I AM The Forgotten Fairy. My passions are spirituality, self healing and mental well being.
My mission is to help anyone and everyone who may be looking for answers. To help those who have maybe always known that there was more. More to them, more to life & more to this universe.
We are divinely made, although unfortunately, we are not always taught this. Where Religion tends to be more easily accepted, spirituality can be seen as taboo... NOT HERE!
Here you discover yourself.
Here you learn and evolve.
Here we will unlock your truest potential.
This is my passion, my mission, my PURPOSE.
I have been divinely guided here and so have you.
We will heal together, grow together and blossom together.
..A BIT ABOUT ME..
Well, you know who I AM but what's my name?
BRITTANY-FAYE JADESOLA OYEWUMI
It's a bit of a mouthful isn't it. I chose it in my soul contract but that's another topic for another day.
Just over a year ago, in 2020, I had reached my edge. I was only existing from one day to the next. I was broke, lonely, in major debt, always unwell, drinking heavily every single night ( sometimes in the mornings too), smoking, vaping, popping cocodamols like they were sweets. I was just chasing my own oblivion. I did not want to be here anymore.
Then the world shut down. Everything stood still. I didn't know it then but this saved my life! I still didn't want to exist but I managed to come up from under the water and took a gasp of air and I remembered what it felt like to breathe. Just for a moment... before the weight of the waves dragged me underneath the water again.
BUT
Something important happened. Suddenly I had something to fight for. You see, I had felt it, felt that there was more to just existing or dying. I remembered what a breath felt like. I fought against the current once more and took another gasp of air. On the 1st of May 2020, I washed my body for the first time that year (it had been 5 months).
I kept pushing, kept fighting, kept coming up for air. The more I did this, the more a new sensation took over me. WILL! The will to live. I no longer wanted to die and I could not merely exist anymore. I truly wanted to live!
I asked for help, spoke to a therapist and started taking medication. I really thought I was on the right track; I was in theory, until I was "discharged" to be referred to an "Adult Psychology" team. This left me in limbo. The world was still in crisis and I ended up on a very long waiting list.
In this time, this limbo, I had an experience. Almost out of body. Clarity, harmony, tranquility, gratitude and love all hit me at once whilst I was standing outside on a work break. I couldn't explain what was going on I just knew that in that moment I had become one with every single thing in this universe. I would've thought I was intoxicated if I didn't know that I had already cut out all the negative "band aids" that I had been surviving on before. I'm sure my colleague thought I was on something when I rushed back in to try and explain what had just happened to me. I couldn't. I now know that this was the start of my spiritual awakening.
Here is a journal entry I wrote that evening as I tried to make sense of what had happened:
31/07/20 FRIDAY
Working today. 13 hours. I decided to take a break and step outside. I'd been outside before but this was different. As soon as I stepped into the sun, it's rays welcomed me. A warm breeze cascaded over my arms, hugging me, holding me. The humid air trickled down the length of my arms like a thousand kisses, soothing and reassuring. I lifted my hand and allowed the blessed wind to dance between my fingers. It was tantalising . I felt safe, I felt calm, I felt at peace. Was this tranquility?
Fast forward a couple of months and I ended up homeless, still broke, still chronically unwell, still lonely, still struggling and I couldn't understand why. I was doing everything right, wasn't I? Eating better, no alcohol, no smoking. Why did bad things keep happening to me? It was like the more I tried, the worse things got. I accepted that no matter what I did, my life was always going to be this cycle of inevitable misery and misfortune.
Then I came across the law of attraction and that changed everything! I was suddenly catapulted into this world of spirituality. I finally understood that I was in the midst of a spiritual awakening and I just had to know more. I became obsessed with learning about the universal laws and why my life was the mess it was and what I could do to change it! I had many sleepless nights, reading and listening and learning from any and every source. Practising meditation, opening my third eye, focusing on my vibration etc. I have learnt A LOT.
So, it's 2021 now, it's a year since my initial awakening experience and I am the best I have ever been and I just keep getting better. I have met my forever person, I have amazing friendships, a roof over my head, I am no longer chronically unwell (self healing- very powerful!), I am no longer in the cycle of debt I once was, I am healthy and happy. Guess what else... I am still on the waiting list for the "Adult Psychology"! I literally did this all by myself, by searching within myself. I healed myself. I healed my life. I persevered, studied, worked hard and now I am at peace.
But it shouldn't be such hard work. You don't have to do as much research as I had to do to change your life. I also had the added benefit of an unfortunate series of national lockdowns which gave me the space and time I needed to learn all that I have. You may not have a year off to research and study. Even if you did, I'm guessing you want to spend it actively manifesting your dream life instead of just researching...everything! You probably have a busy life, commitments that are important to you.
That is why I have started this academy.
I want you to transform your life without having to work as hard as I did to find out how. In fact, I don't want you to work hard at all to be honest. I want to teach you what I have learnt and what I am still learning.
I have now dedicated my life to the purpose of helping you. It is my passion now, it is my honour. So, thank you for even taking the time to hear me out.
I am creating a hub, a home. A place for you to get all your answers. A place for you to change your life. I truly hope you join me on your journey to your best self. I know we will all reach our highest potentials together.
